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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

My 3rd Meeting with my own baby...(Feeling Amazing)

It's simply amazing to watch our own baby in it's initial stage, growing day by day. Wanna express my feeling in words but unable to handle my joy which overflown in my heart.

What a great day that was when first time i come to know that some one belongs to me now planing to come in real world, who will fill my life with more joy and happiness, be my strength in my old days and many more expectation which will grow day by day with the growing child.

The day 28 Jan 2010 when Doctor confirm us that we are going to become parents now. It's not important for us what we are going to have either a baby girl or boy, but more important is that we are going to build a blood relation with it, and going to give our love a face, a very cute face which will call our own child.

Many more suggestions and complements coming for us with best wishes. Every body suggesting take more care of your wife now. Daily phone calls for her health, our daily routines and all, everything change with this for us and every body. truly it such a great thing happen in couples life. they become more attached with it.

My first meeting with my child happen when Dr. Nathani takes a ultrasound in Allahabad on 14 Feb 2010. That time it's unable for me to hold my self and my felling come out from my eye's when i talked to my mother about this, i also don't understand whats going on with me but it's uncontrollable for me. I saw my child in a pea shape in my wife's womb. it's only 6 weeks old. but it's a indication that a live now growing in her in right progression.

We back to New Delhi after initial treatment, but who knows this journey will create some trouble for us as due to some allergy she admitted in Bhagawati Hospital for a full day on glucose only under treatment of Dr. Sushama. After recovering she again went back to Allahabad with her mother and sister leave behind me alone here with out her. but after 2 day of her going i got a opportunity to go on tour to Hyderabad, at the same time a good news also come that my sister is also expecting so my mother and younger sister also come along with me for Hyderabad in hurry for taking care of her. I return back alone after completing my tour and they stay there. What a great news, i will become father and Mama in some what same month of 2010.

I went to Allahabad after returning from tour and take my wife back to Delhi with me. but before coming back to Delhi i met with my child Second time in Dr. Nathani Clinic on 19th March 2010. She called my to watch it's images in ultrasound machine, it looks great but very difficult for me to analyze what i am looking, when she explain that see it's your baby who is very active and stretching legs continuously, so that time i come to know that ya true some thing is moving there slowly as she explained, i am able to make my own image on her declaration. Now this time it's bigger then pea but approximately as how much big or in what shape difficult to predict.

Now the 3rd meeting after which i am more excited happened on 8 may 2010. me only able to watch it because she was laying in opposite direction of the screen. Doctor explained me all, which i was also able to saw. so small tiny legs, hands, fingers moving as it's expending and squeezing, a little heart beating very fast, head, eye's hole, back bone, ribs, stomach, hips, looking like bending legs and hands toward stomach and sleeping. it's simply a great feeling to watch it's movement, not want to leave it for any single moment. It's approximately like a potato in shape in 19th week.

Many a time i explain it to every body and wanna keep my memory as fresh as i have just seen it. so excited to watch and also draw it for my wife to explain her everything. Now we are counting days when it actually come in our hands to love it and capture it's movements in our heart.

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