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Wednesday, December 21, 2016

Demonetization - From the Eye of General Public.

Demonetization, First it's a very difficult word to pronounce or remember for the general public, here I am not referring them as "aam aadmi"or "mango man" unless all will directly connect it with the Aam Aadmi Party and The Great Kejriwal Sir.

Now come to the real Demonetization, it's a very fancy word with so much hope and future based on it, which is creating by the present govt sitting in the center, and being in opposition all other party have their moral duty to oppose it. 

In big term where all is directly related to it, every one facing so much problem with this, either in getting cash, pending all important work, daily expenses, long hours in waiting queue, postponing work, daily gossing and fight over money and decisions, daily changing rules creating so much confusions, no hope in coming future to dilute this condition. 

RBI and Bank body become the second "Hitor" in country after the great grand Modi ji. Its seem if u have power, u can say anything which will become rules for general public, and if u think it's wrong , u are free to say anything else any time. 

40 days approx 400 rules, still 10 more days left to pass over. If we watch the news there are so much kiosk in public for this. So many scams, so many raids, so many black money, so many ways to bypass it, "Jitna ghotala in 40 days me hua hai, utna to kabhi nahi hua". 

Future is still hidden somewhere which we can predict only not sure or confirmed, But we hope the situation will change and be better in all respect. 

all are busy in things related to money only, all other works have no any priorities for any one, its good time and things to spend as much time in this and be in limelight for all.

Every one is directly connected with government now, either in trouble or in happy mood. it's the one government who touched every single person of country by their move of demonetization. Future is also depend on the touch whether it's a feature touch or scratch.

Monday, December 5, 2016

Unable to Think or Decide.

सच में कभी कभी बहुत मुश्किल होता है , ये सोच पाना की कौन गलत है और कौन सही, हम कोई गलती बार बार किये जा रहे है , या कोई और हमें न समझ कर गलती पे गलती किये जा रहा है, गुत्थी उलझती ही जा रही है, अब तो ये सोचना भी की कभी सुलझेगी नामुमकिन सा ही लग रहा है?

हम तो तैयार बैठे है अपनी गलती को स्वीकारने के लिए अगर कोई हमसे हुई है, पर कोई हमे समझाए भी तो, या फिर हमे मौका दे की हम उनकी गलतियों को सुधारने की कोशिश या प्रयास करे.

कहते है न एक से भले दो, और दो से भले तीन, पर यहाँ तो तीन ने ही सारी व्यवस्था ख़राब कर के रख दी है, दो ही होते तो ज्यादा सही था. एक कान एक मुह का इतना प्रिय हो गया है की तीसरे की आवाज़ पहचान ही नहीं रहा है, गलती कौन नहीं करता? पर उसे सुधारने की भी कोशिश की जानी चाहिए, समय और दुरी की साथ अगर इसको दुरुस्त नहीं किया गया तो यही गलती अपराध सी लगने लगती है, फिर जब तक इस अपराध की सजा न मुकम्मिल हो, संतोष नहीं मिलता, पर यहाँ तो अपराध घोषित कर सजा तक देने का समय भी नहीं किसी के पास.

अपने दूर और पराये करीब हो गए है, हर बात, हर अपराध के दो पहलू होते है, सिर्फ अपना पक्ष देख कर उसे तय नहीं करना चाहिए, कुछ सामने वाले की परिस्थिति, और मज़बूरी भी हो सकती है. अकेले तो सभी चल सकते है, पर सबको साथ ले के चलने वाले पे क्या बीतती है ये अकेले चलने वाला कब सोचेगा.

अभी समय हाथ से नहीं गया है, जीवन बहुत पड़ा है, सुधार के लिए, कुछ कहो कुछ सुनो, शायद कोई समाधान निकल आये, जिनसे उम्मीद कर सकते है अगर उन्होंने ही साथ छोड़ दिया तो बाकि दुनिया तो पराई है, उसका क्या मोह और चिंता करना.

सभी व्यस्त है अपने जीवन में, कुछ समय निकल कर अगर पुरानी यादो और रिस्तो को दे दिया जाये तो जिंदगी और भी खूबसूरत होगी.


Monday, September 12, 2016

Microsoft Excel "Not Responding"


How to Solve Microsoft Excel "Not Responding" Error

Microsoft Excel is mostly used by companies for saving financial data. From calculation of profit/loss to finding averages, to charting and graphing data, Excel is used for several operations. It is even used for forecasting, and therefore, for making crucial business decisions.

An important program like Excel needs to work smoothly, so as to keep the data safe. However, several times, users face an error wherein Excel crashes, freezes or stops working. They get an error message saying- “Excel is not responding”, or “Excel has stopped working.”

1. Run Excel in Safe Mode

Open the command prompt, by pressing Windows + R, or choose the Run option from the Start Menu. In the command prompt, type excel. exe /safe, to run MS Excel in Safe Mode. Now try opening the file again. This would help if an ‘add-in’ or another program is causing Excel to crash.

2. Change Default Printer

This is a very simple solution. When we open an excel document like a spreadsheet, it attempts to communicate with the printer, so as to find out the margins supported by the default printer. If that communication fails, Excel crashes. In this case, you need to change the default printer. Go to the Control Panel, and click on Devices and Printers. Now, set Microsoft XPS Document Writer as the default printer, by right clicking on it. 

Once done, try to open excel again and your problem may be resolved.

3. Install Latest Updates

Issues often occur if the latest Office and Windows Updates are not installed. Make sure you install the latest versions and any updates you may have missed on. It is recommended to choose the option of Automatically Installing any Updates, for windows. You can do this by going to the control panel and then System and Security. 

4. Fix Problems with Add-ins

In safe mode, open Excel. Then click on File. Once it opens, go to Options. There, click on add-ins. The different add-ins in that program will be displayed.

You can try to disable the add-ins one by one, checking in between, if the problem has been resolved. If you see a recently added add in, you can try removing it first, to check if excel works after that.

5. Repair Office

One of the ways to fix the ‘Excel is not responding’ error is to repair Microsoft Office. For doing this, go to the Control panel, and choose Programs and Features. Click on Microsoft Office in the list, and then on Change button at the top. 

You will get the option to automatically ‘Repair’ Office. Once that is done, check if the problem has been solved.

6. Uninstall and Reinstall Office

If none of these methods work, you may have to uninstall Microsoft Office, and then reinstall it. It does not need to be done manually. Microsoft offers a program for it called the Easy Fix tool. You can find it on Microsoft’s official website. 

7. Update Anti-virus software

Apart from these solutions, it is recommended that you check if your anti-virus software is up to date. It may be conflicting with Excel and causing problems. You can try to disable your anti-virus and re-check if the error has been resolved.

If none of the above methods work, you can always use an efficient third party software like Stellar Phoenix Excel Repair

8. Stellar Phoenix Excel Repair

If the manual methods fail, you can opt for Stellar Phoenix Excel Repair. It automatically fixes corrupt Excel files. It restores all data, charts, worksheets to a new Excel File. It has a search option, which allows you to search for Excel files on the selected drive or the folder. It can help fix multiple Excel files at once. 

It has a user-friendly interface, and a step by step wizard will guide you and help you fix any Excel errors that you may be encountering. It can be used for both Mac and Windows. This tool could prove to be a life saver for those who facing a loss of important data due to non-responsiveness or crash of Excel.

Reference - http://www.accountingweb.com/community/blogs/priyanka-chouhan/how-to-resolve-microsoft-excel-is-not-responding-error

Wednesday, May 18, 2016

जीवन संघर्ष

Once upon a time a daughter complained to her father that her life was miserable and that she didn’t know how she was going to make it. She was tired of fighting and struggling all the time. It seemed just as one problem was solved, another one soon followed. Her father, a chef, took her to the kitchen. He filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire.
Once the three pots began to boil, he placed potatoes in one pot, eggs in the second pot and ground coffee beans in the third pot. He then let them sit and boil, without saying a word to his daughter. The daughter, moaned and impatiently waited, wondering what he was doing. After twenty minutes he turned off the burners. He took the potatoes out of the pot and placed them in a bowl. He pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. He then ladled the coffee out and placed it in a cup.
Turning to her, he asked. “Daughter, what do you see?” “Potatoes, eggs and coffee,” she hastily replied.
“Look closer”, he said, “and touch the potatoes.” She did and noted that they were soft.
He then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg.
Finally, he asked her to sip the coffee. Its rich aroma brought a smile to her face.
“Father, what does this mean?” she asked.
He then explained that the potatoes, the eggs and coffee beans had each faced the same adversity-the boiling water. However, each one reacted differently. The potato went in strong, hard and unrelenting, but in boiling water, it became soft and weak. The egg was fragile, with the thin outer shell protecting its liquid interior until it was put in the boiling water. Then the inside of the egg became hard. However, the ground coffee beans were unique. After they were exposed to the boiling water, they changed the water and created something new.
“Which one are you?” he asked his daughter. “When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a potato, an egg, or a coffee bean?”
Moral: In life, things happen around us, things happen to us, but the only thing that truly matters is how you choose to react to it and what you make out of it. Life is all about leaning, adopting and converting all the struggles that we experience into something positive.

Wednesday, April 13, 2016

Struggles for School Admissions in Delhi 2013 on-words......(Mehnat Karane Walo ki Haar Nahi hoti)

Today I am feeling extremely happy to share with you all that finally I got succeeded in securing a seat for my child in a prestigious school of Delhi. My battle with All Schools from Since Last 3 Years finally come to an End. No body can ever think about conditions and difficulty faced by parents in Delhi for their kids to get admitted in Schools. The conditions become worse, if you don't have any sibling or Alumni point ready with you. Location where you stay also plays a vital role to get selected or for opting the best schools. 

I never thought about this at the time of purchasing a flat in Mehrauli area. The oldest and well known famous area of Delhi, have a major draw back for school selection as all school situated more than 5 km area from here and the Bus routes of school also not lie in with-in. If I Knew it earlier rather I would have preferred to stay on rent in the area like, Kalu Sarai, Vasant Vihar or Vasant Kunj. 

No body can ever imagine that, when i jumped in to this field of selection, after knowing all this drawbacks, I applied to 37 Schools of Delhi for my ward admission including all best and worst schools. God knows what will happen as from few parent's experience, they were unable to get a single seat after so many phases of selections.

This was the very first phase of disappointment and frustration to run all over the South Delhi area to fill the 37 schools forms, many more difficulties and frustration still waiting for all of us, as there were changes in the point system of Delhi admission criteria, The DOE introduced a new 5 points for interstate transfer cases and every one applied with the same having fake certificate or documents. So due to this Alumni belt was also disappointed as the transfer case were standing with them and getting admission being in more number and probabilities. So this was the year of court cases, one after another, there were more than 15 cases with the court to decide what will be the fate of Delhi nursery admissions and applicants.



So case after case, case against case, We were forced to run from one school to another for lottery as being in less point category we were on the mercy of Siblings, Alumni, Transfer cases, if they left the seat we all approx 2500+ candidate assembled for lottery, which decide few lucky one from them in numbers not more than 10/15.

This process took months, as process started from mid December 2013 and ended in May 2014, in between this I faced more than 60 round of lotteries and was unable to secure a seat in waiting list too. But thanks to God and St. Anthony School because they allotted a seat for my daughter as there were number of candidate less being a Girls Catholic School.

Now I was with seat but not satisfied as this was not my first or in between 20th choice from the list of filling forms. So I kept an Eye with the process going on but i didn't got more than frustration and disappointment. Now When all process stopped and the summer vacation of my daughter started, I got call from few more schools like Bloom and Manav Bharti, but due to 3 month passed and financial factor, I opted to stay in St. Anthony. In September I got call from Apeejay Saket but i simply refused it, cause it didn't make any sense to change school in September.

Now year change, I again jumped in the field of admission this year for KG class, as Nursery class was over with St. Anthony School. This year option were very less as only few school opened their admission with few vacant seats in the class, even I too had the less choice of schools as I already had a seat and only would opt schools from best School List. But the frustration and disappointment again caught me with full force and not let me to give any single point to be happy. We faced interviews, Lotteries, Tests but again empty handed, back to old school for KG Class. 


This all happened with me but I was too determined to fight again and again with this point systems based on various factor which was not favorable for us. 2016, I again in this admission field to fight and win a seat for my ward, Again I start applying from Jan on-words but with very few options not able to secure one seat. 


Point was against us but this time GOD was with me, as my daughter selected in Apeejay Shekh Sarai with her caliber to crack a seat in Entrance Test. We were very happy but due to financial factor, Teaching methodology, not value for the money factor held our hand to deposit the fees. Somewhere we were disappointed but  we assured our self with hope that may be something best is awaiting us in future, Even everyone suggested me to take admission, my inner soul didn't allowed me to go for it. 

We again started to send our daughter to educate in previous school with filling all fees, Dress purchasing and books. NO Body knows when the fate will change, and this happens to us as first time my daughter got selected in a lottery in DPS VK. I was overwhelmed to hear her name and with in hours i was over with all formalities, admitted her, purchased new books, dress and all.

Now the time of celebration for us, as We WON the battle of Points and admission which we started 3 year back. As we know the more happiness is also unable to digest, we again fell into deli-ma, that are we doing good or not as in comparison, previous school was looking more sound in academics. Again we discussed it with many parents, friends and relatives and came on the conclusion that it will be the best for our daughter in long run as be in the best school in India and DPS brand matters a lot in child's education, confidence and exposure with necessary Co-Ed education in today's scenario.

Friday, February 19, 2016

Value of Relationship - (Temper can Hamper the Relations)



Once upon a time there was a little boy who was talented, creative, handsome, and extremely bright. A natural leader. The kind of person everyone would normally have wanted on their team or project. But he was also self-centered and had a very bad temper. When he got angry, he usually said, and often did, some very hurtful things. In fact, he seemed to have little regard for those around him. Even friends. So, naturally, he had few. “But,” he told himself, “that just shows how stupid most people are!”
As he grew, his parents became concerned about this personality flaw, and pondered long and hard about what they should do. Finally, the father had an idea. And he struck a bargain with his son. He gave him a bag of nails, and a BIG hammer. “Whenever you lose your temper,” he told the boy, “I want you to really let it out. Just take a nail and drive it into the oak boards of that old fence out back. Hit that nail as hard as you can!”
Of course, those weathered oak boards in that old fence were almost as tough as iron, and the hammer was mighty heavy, so it wasn’t nearly as easy as it first sounded. Nevertheless, by the end of the first day, the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence (That was one angry young man!). Gradually, over a period of weeks, the number dwindled down. Holding his temper proved to be easier than driving nails into the fence! Finally the day came when the boy didn’t lose his temper at all. He felt mighty proud as he told his parents about that accomplishment.
“As a sign of your success,” his father responded, “you get to PULL OUT one nail. In fact, you can do that each day that you don’t lose your temper even once.”
Well, many weeks passed. Finally one day the young boy was able to report proudly that all the nails were gone.
At that point, the father asked his son to walk out back with him and take one more good look at the fence. “You have done well, my son,” he said. “But I want you to notice the holes that are left. No matter what happens from now on, this fence will never be the same. Saying or doing hurtful things in anger produces the same kind of result. There will always be a scar. It won’t matter how many times you say you’re sorry, or how many years pass, the scar will still be there. And a verbal wound is as bad as a physical one. People are much more valuable than an old fence. They make us smile. They help us succeed. Some will even become friends who share our joys, and support us through bad times. And, if they trust us, they will also open their hearts to us. That means we need to treat everyone with love and respect. We need to prevent as many of those scars as we can.”
A most valuable lesson, don’t you think? And a reminder most of us need from time to time. Everyone gets angry occasionally. The real test is what we DO with it.
If we are wise, we will spend our time building bridges rather than barriers in our relationships.

Thursday, February 18, 2016

How to Say...... "NO"

When I will learn to say "No", I am very much upset and tired of my this habit that I never say "No" to any body or  don't have it in my blood to say "No" directly on very first instance.

Initially I agree the things then feel guilty on it, but again if the same situation arises, Again unable to say "No" and make others happy by troubling myself always.

Any body can say anything to me, can use to me in any situation as they may want, I am always available and ready for all, although in last I know putting myself in trouble, harming or degrading my own self respect.

No body will understand my feeling, or can be available for me same as I am for them, they just use me and forget, like use and throw type.

"Easily available to someone or anyone is always Harmful", I know it and want to follow it but, when the situation arise, A Good man in me always force me to Help or Guide, Why the Bad man is always being in silent mode, only wake up in isolation or in front of those who can not/Unable to help me either, Why can't I stand for myself where and where needed, I always take stand for others but for me I forget/keep mum when time calls.

The Good man in me who always think to be Nice to Everyone, Lovable to Everyone, makes me Bad and Hateful in my own Eyes.

"Neki kar, Dariya me daal" - "Do Good and Forget" - Nice Line/thought in hearing but in real life, a simple man can not or unable to follow it, Every one want something in return of Good Deed, Same simple/ordinary man me too. And this simple man is tired of becoming a extra ordinary man.

God Help me or Help Others.......!!!!!!

Monday, February 15, 2016

Happy Birth Day Sweetheart, My Lovely Wife...!!!


A small gift for u my dear for making My day, My Life so special ever and ever, 
Happy B'day Sweetheart...!!!!


I feel greatly blessed for the joy that I have for being with you and for celebrating another year of your life. I was thinking what gift I should give you, and then I realized that there are many things you would like to receive as a gift, but the most important thing for you is that I give you my unconditional love and the rest of my life and eternity with you.


You are a very beautiful, tender, loving and wonderful woman and so, in dates as special as this, I realize how lucky and successful I was for choosing you as my wife. There is no greater joy in this world than to have you in my life.


I do not want you to worry about the pass of time because every day that passes you get more and more beautiful and I love you more and more, so be happy and feel very happy to be celebrating your birthday.


I have lived the most beautiful moments of my life next to you, even all the problems and difficulties we have had to face have helped us to be better and to value the most important things in life.  I always remember fondly the first time I saw you and the love that was born in our hearts in that moment, I want you to know that I love you now even more and more intensely than ever.


We have many plans to do together and I know that if you and I try hard enough we can achieve all of them. For that reason my love, I want you to know that you will always be able to count with my unconditional love, my support and my company.


There are so many things that come into my mind as special as this occasion, and among other things I can remember our courtship and all the nice details and moments that we had with each other. So I want to live one more time that stage and fill our lives with those details and special moments one again.


On the bottom of my heart I knew you were the woman of my life and that eternity was waiting for us to live our love together forever. Today I know with all my heart that our love will last forever and you and that you and I will be together forever .
We have a beautiful family, wonderful children who fill our hearts with joy and happiness and there is nothing that makes me happier than being able to see that you are such a wonderful mother who takes good care of our children and provide them with your love and affection.
Thanks for making me the best man I could become, because your love inspires me to be better every day and continue conquering your heart like the time we first met .
I love you with all my heart.

Monday, February 8, 2016

Today's Girls(Bride) Expectation........!!!!!!

Today's Girls(Bride) Expectation from Marriage is changed a lot, which force us to think bit seriously.

1. Start from Profile search.. How he looks?
2. Whats the income?
3. Age (How much older to me.. Kahi jada budha to nahi.!!!!) ?
4. Family should be well settled and Rich.
5. Qualification should also be match.
6. Schooling - Should not from State Board, ICSE, CBSE then Ok.
7. If have Big Brother or Small Sister than there is a problem.

If All well from above than they can have a personnel meeting with family. Then the below list from family meeting.

8. Which Car they used for meeting, upper section makes good impression.
9. How's the Home or the location reputations they used for meeting.
10. Now family should not asked too much questions.
11. If they check on the girl, how mean they are...
12. Is Boy speaking properly or not. should not be stammer or fumble in any sense or mouth Geography.
13. Every thing should be proper in body, means in shape.
14. how he looks, if stand with me in marriage rituals.
15. What will be the reaction of my friends and relative on his looks?
16. Is he well wrapped with Big Brands or not?
17. In-Laws should not be old/demanding/commanding or lazy.

If all Fine then the expectation from Groom/In-Laws

1. Should give freedom to roam, shop, chat, whats-app, Facebook, job, friends, sleep etc.
2. Never force to stop going to parents home.
3. There should not be any quarrel regarding money.
4. All wishes should be fulfill.
5. Will not take any responsibilities beside now I am your responsibility.
6. Cooking, A big Sorry, Only when Want or Wish or sometimes but with her own Menu.
7. Home should be full equipped with WiFi and luxuries.
8. Should take to out of India for Honeymoon or sometimes for sure. 
9. There should not be any interference in Husband wife relation from any body. ( there's family is exception)
10. Children Noooo.... not too early.
11. Only 2 kid that's too by operation only, love my figure.
12. Never shout, force, always understand feelings and be like her Papa, Coz he is the Best man of Her Life.

these are the few things which I am able to compile in very sort span of Time/Life/Marriage, Many more still undiscovered by me. 

So if these rules would be follows by the Groom, Marriages will happen and sustain during a long periods in Today's Generation.

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

I m too much Tired....!!!!


Thak Gaya Hu Teri Naukri Se Ae Jindagi
Munaasib Hoga Tu Mera Hisab Kar De..!

Dosto Se Bichad Kar Ye Hakikat Khuli
Beshak Kamine The Par Rounak Unhi Se Thi..!
Bhari Jeb Ne Duniya Ki Pehchan Karwai
Khali Jeb Ne Insaano Ki..!

Samjha nahi kisi ne humko
Sabko apane sapane pyare
un sapno ko pura kanme me
chahe hum apana sab haare..!

Jab Paise Lage Kamane to Samaj Mei Aaya
shouk To Maa Baap Ke Paiso Se Pure Hote The
Apne Paiso Se to Sirf Jarurate Puri Hoti Hai..!

kuch log hume apana kahate
kuch log paraya kahate hai
jiski jaisi jarurat hai
hum usko waise dikhate hai..!

Kuch Sahi To Kuch Kharab Kehte Hai
Log Hme Bigda Hua Nawaab Kehte Hai
Hum To  Badnaam Hue Kuch Is Kadar
Ki Pani Bhi Piye To Log Sharaab Kehte Hai...!

Samjha Samjha is duniya ko
ab hum to hare buri tarah
lagata hai sab kuch chhod chale
us mast bifikre hathi ki tarah..!

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

जीवन एक संघर्ष

बाज लगभग ७० वर्ष जीता है, परन्तु अपने जीवन के ४०वें वर्ष में आते आते उसे एक महत्वपूर्ण निर्णय लेना पड़ता है।
उस अवस्था में उसके शरीर के तीन प्रमुख अंग निष्प्रभावी होने लगते हैं-
पंजे लम्बे और लचीले हो जाते है व शिकार पर पकड़ बनाने में अक्षम होने लगते हैं।
चोंच आगे की ओर मुड़ जाती है और भोजन निकालने में व्यवधान उत्पन्न करने लगती है।
पंख भारी हो जाते हैं, और सीने से चिपकने के कारण पूरे खुल नहीं पाते हैं, उड़ानें सीमित कर देते हैं।
भोजन ढूँढ़ना, भोजन पकड़ना और भोजन खाना, तीनों प्रक्रियायें अपनी धार खोने लगती हैं।
उसके पास तीन ही विकल्प बचते हैं, या तो देह त्याग दे, या अपनी प्रवृत्ति छोड़ गिद्ध की तरह त्यक्त भोजन पर निर्वाह करे...
या फिर स्वयं को पुनर्स्थापित करे, आकाश के निर्द्वन्द्व एकाधिपति के रूप में।
जहाँ पहले दो विकल्प सरल और त्वरित हैं, वहीं तीसरा अत्यन्त पीड़ादायी और लम्बा।
बाज पीड़ा चुनता है और स्वयं को पुनर्स्थापित करता है।
वह किसी ऊँचे पहाड़ पर जाता है,
एकान्त में अपना घोंसला बनाता है, और तब प्रारम्भ करता है पूरी प्रक्रिया।
सबसे पहले वह अपनी चोंच चट्टान पर मार मार कर तोड़ देता है..
अपनी चोंच तोड़ने से अधिक पीड़ादायक कुछ भी नहीं पक्षीराज के लिये। तब वह प्रतीक्षा करता है चोंच के पुनः उग आने की।
उसके बाद वह अपने पंजे भी उसी प्रकार तोड़ देता है और प्रतीक्षा करता है पंजों के पुनः उग आने की।
नये चोंच और पंजे आने के बाद वह अपने भारी पंखों को एक एक कर नोंच कर निकालता है और प्रतीक्षा करता पंखों के पुनः उग आने की।
१५० दिन की पीड़ा और प्रतीक्षा...
और तब उसे मिलती है वही भव्य और ऊँची उड़ान, पहले जैसी नयी।
इस पुनर्स्थापना के बाद वह ३० साल और जीता है, ऊर्जा, सम्मान और गरिमा के साथ।
प्रकृति हमें सिखाने बैठी है-
पंजे पकड़ के प्रतीक हैं, चोंच सक्रियता की, और पंख कल्पना को स्थापित करते हैं।
इच्छा परिस्थितियों पर नियन्त्रण बनाये रखने की,
सक्रियता स्वयं के अस्तित्व की गरिमा बनाये रखने की,कल्पना जीवन में कुछ नयापन बनाये रखने की।
इच्छा, सक्रियता और कल्पना, तीनों के तीनों निर्बल पड़ने लगते हैं, हममें भी, चालीस तक आते आते।
हमारा व्यक्तित्व ही ढीला पड़ने लगता है, अर्धजीवन में ही जीवन समाप्तप्राय सा लगने लगता है, उत्साह, आकांक्षा, ऊर्जा अधोगामी हो जाते हैं।
हमारे पास भी कई विकल्प होते हैं- कुछ सरल और त्वरित, कुछ पीड़ादायी।
हमें भी अपने जीवन के विवशता भरे अतिलचीलेपन को त्याग कर नियन्त्रण दिखाना होगा-बाज के पंजों की तरह।
हमें भी आलस्य उत्पन्न करने वाली वक्र मानसिकता को त्याग कर ऊर्जस्वित सक्रियता दिखानी होगी-बाज की चोंच की तरह।
हमें भी भूतकाल में जकड़े अस्तित्व के भारीपन को त्याग कर कल्पना की उन्मुक्त उड़ाने भरनी होंगी-बाज के पंखों की तरह।
१५० दिन न सही, तो एक माह ही बिताया जाये, स्वयं को पुनर्स्थापित करने में। 
जो शरीर और मन से चिपका हुआ है, उसे तोड़ने और नोंचने में पीड़ा तो होगी ही,
बाज तब उड़ानें भरने को तैयार होंगे, इस बार उड़ानें और ऊँची होंगी, अनुभवी होंगी, अनन्तगामी होंगी।I

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